By Restless [Originally on goofyblog 11.8.07]
Two and a half years after planes were flown into the Twin Towers, I moved to New York City. I’d been thinking about living in New York City for like 30 years, yet there had always been something daunting about it – cold, distant, big, tough. Shy and easily crowd-shocked, close to my dysfunctional family, I wasn’t ready for any of that.
Then, during the 90s, I lost all my reservations one by one. I began long-distance travelling in ’97 and by summer 2001 I had 3 trips to Europe and 1 to Chicago under my belt. So, when the buildings fell, I thought seriously of going to New York for the first time. I wanted to help out. A manager I once worked for had transferred there and I discovered his office had been on the 100
th floor of WTC2. I sent him emails and he finally responded: he’d been late for work that day. For awhile I regretted not rushing to New York.
Now, I’m glad. Volunteers are now dying from whatever it was they inhaled while helping downtown after the authorities assured them it was safe.
But, the next Spring I did go, flying into La Guardia, taking the subway across the East River to Manhattan. No hotel reservations, no clue as to where to go – in New York City for 10 days. Not so daunting once you’re there. I liked it there immediately. I had my hair bleached on Astor Place. I stayed at the Chelsea, then moved to St. Marks, finally to the Gershwin. I got sore feet from walking.
Near the end of my stay, I met a friend for lunch. I picked her up at the NJ Ferry in a cab, took her down to the pier at the bottom tip of Manhattan.
Afterwards, we wandered around downtown looking for a Starbucks and came upon Ground Zero. By then, advance reservations were required for the long wait to stand on the raised platform above the boarded-up block to see the hole that was once the World Trade Center. The line stretched on down the block.
On the cab ride back, we passed the site from the other side, slowed by the congestion on the highway, Battery Park and the water on our left. We could see that chunks had been ripped out of some of the buildings on the periphery, adding to the sinister effect: something evil had happened here.
In the aftermath of 9/11, authorities in New York and elsewhere began using terrorism as the catchall excuse to muzzle the people’s right to demonstrate for change, one of the engines that drove America and made us the most dynamic and admired society on Earth. In summer 2004, when the Republicans had their Convention at Madison Square Garden, protests were broken up by mass arrests to a holding area out on a remote pier. Later, all charges for most were dropped.
In this new world, bicyclists were now terrorists, too. Using this stupid excuse, the NYPD made mass arrests at one of the last-Friday-of-the-month demonstrations Critical Mass uses to bring attention to the need for more bike lanes. Biking in NYC is still very dangerous, while in other cities, Critical Mass has pushed leaders to make streets more bike-friendly.
Cops were stationed in random subways and terminals, watching for what, I was never sure. And there were what seemed like daily demonstrations of cop-car power in Times Square — caravans of 20 or more, sirens screaming, jetting down 42
nd west from the Square.
This fearful reaction bled over into the business sector. I noticed bomb-sniffing dogs being used in downtown parking lots. The search for temp office work was littered by background checks, urine tests, credit checks, sometimes even fingerprint and iris scans. It was extremely rare to
not have to go through some kind of security ceremony in order to enter any office building in New York.
Most had a computer cam, coupled to a database, with a label printer. You’d get your daily badge and then have to do it all over again – everyday, for every job. Other buildings had no badge process at all meaning everyone had to wait in long lines to show ID.
Though some terrorists flew planes into buildings, apparently the new threat to our freedoms were middle-aged temp office workers – and measures were being taken.
But they would have been unsuccessful in foiling them. In many buildings, the low paid security personnel misread my ID then printed out a badge with the wrong name. In others, after a few days of regularity they’d just wave you through.
Some places were worse than others. One I particularly detested was down just off Wall Street. One of my agencies had their offices there and they were giving me free training in presentation graphics so I had to go in. In the lobby, you had to go state your name, destination, person you were visiting, show ID, then wait while they called up. Then they would print a no-pic label badge and you’d be on your way – allowed to walk 10 yards, and forced to show another guard not only your freshly made badge, but your original ID, because after all, you might have switched identities on the 10-yard walk.
Since I didn’t want to end up like the guys in the picture at right, I had to put up with this ridiculous practice. The ID above resembles one I received every single day at a place I worked this summer 3
rd shift on the weekends. It was the worst. Our “office” was in Basement 2, and I needed to borrow someone’s badge to enter every door including the bathroom. When my agency said they wanted a urine sample to continue there I told them bye bye.
By then I had begun to run into fellow temps who had quit their perm or long-term temp jobs at other corps in protest over those firm’s instituting of extra, invasive, pointless security procedures (fingerprint scans for one, extensive bg checks for another).
It may be difficult to understand how this incessant security stuff, aggressive police presence feels unless you are under it. Some aren’t affected at all. Others put up with it. Did I feel safer? No. I felt more watched. The boundaries had shrunk, it was like something wild had been hunted and trapped in the name of safety.
The day before I left New York, I got gig at a new firm located in the CBS building . In the center of the block, the building had entrances on 53
rd and 52
nd. The security procedure at this building was the oddest of them all. On a small 4×5 clipboard was a pad of small entrance tags to be filled out. You then showed ID and were allowed to go to the elevators. No badge. Meaning one had to do this whenever you left for lunch or breaks. And since you didn’t have a badge, you had no access once you got to your assigned floor until a perm employee came out of the elevators or walked by and saw you through the glass doors.
I had to go through this in most of the buildings I worked, but usually I could flash my badge to whomever was about to let me in. Not here though, leading some to question me again as if I had somehow gotten through 5 security guards in the lobby and was now about to gain entry to floor 17, where I would finally be able to accomplish my nefarious goal: typing boring documents for bored attorneys. Only to be foiled again by Joe Mailroom Clerk, questioning me closely on my motives for standing outside the glass door by the elevators. Drat! I almost had them didn’t I?
When I finally left that day, I decided I’d walk up the east side of Central park to my place. I got off the elevator and started out towards one of the entrances and got to mid-lobby before I realized I was heading out 52
nd the wrong direction. So, I did a 180 heading back through the elevator banks to 53
rd, zoning out to 2Pac on the iPod.
This black security guy is running towards me, but I can’t hear what he’s saying because I have plugs not buds in. By time I get one of them out, he’s in front of me midway through the elevator area.
“You can’t do that!”
“Do what?” looking at him, surprised, irritated.
“Do you work here?”
Like why would I be coming out of the elevator if I didn’t work here? “Yes!” Emphatic. Started to dawn: he didn’t think I’d come out of an elevator – and I had no badge to show I worked there even for the day, no way to prove anything.
I turned and saw another guy running toward me from the 52
nd street side. He had only seen the part where I walked back into the elevators, hadn’t seen me turn around.
“You don’t do it that way! You sign in!”
I looked at them both. “I just got off the elevator!” my kneejerk reaction to this idiocy showing through as I started on to the 53
rd street door. Both of them were suddenly uncertain not wanting to believe.
“I
just got off the elevator!!” and I was out the door. Thank God Almighty, free at last!
On the way up along the park, I thought about it. What if they had decided to detain me. Yeah, it could have been much worse. It was starting to feel like I was going from one what’s next to another. So, what
was next?
Ben Franklin had it right when he said a people who would give up an essential liberty for temporary security deserve neither.
That night, I worked for hours on a high-res scan of a fake ID I’d bought from a hidden link on a non-descript web site 2 years before. Cash sent to a post office box at a small Illinois town had seen it come in the mail months later. But a year in my wallet had almost destroyed it: my photo was only half there and I’d thrown away the original passport shots long ago.
By dawn, I had something acceptable. And it was time to Escape from New York. To where though? Is the rest of the country as bad as this? I had to find out.